feeling scary

A scary doll comes to the life,feeling are so cruel ,sometimes it chnages to happiness and sometime to unhappiness,sometime to fear of your surroundings,lovedones,family.

i have experienced the same feelings on theface of the girl sitting next to me in the hospital,was confused,silly looks,drowning their parts of face expressions all around,was hiding out their selves from this world or to see their loved ones,family.was asked to say ru ok?she was confuesd while answering cz of some relatives members around her.Her eyes were cleared that she had beared worst period and may be she is still,when i went closer sitting beside and asked “Ru ok”nerves of her crambling and she asked “ru happy with ur life’?I”m not.soon im leaving this world because of my family,their subsets,caste system,bradarism,i can’t take it more ..given her hope and the all would i have done ,but i wanted to ask the question in this sub continent n esp pakistan where depresion,tensions,heartbreak ,and sensations like that don’t matter for girls why?They don’t have any protection ,their juggler parents playing tricks on the name of caste system and even send them in graves either they alive or dead .this is not their concerns.