I have asked many times my heart, to my mind to ask the people about the very unreliable person why he did,t come, what the reasons could be …was he considers himself a man, who would save me, by the storms, to the talks I have listened knowingly and unknowingly, have someone distract him, Will he ever fall for me, and so many stupid questions for the last 8yrs. what could be the reasons…brainstorms, stories melting and distracting my eyes with unstoppable tears…but for what?……..to be continued…..(part 1)